It is thought that the qualities that make a good physician are centered around their
skill, prestige, and intellect.
I spoke with four third-year Doctor of Osteopathic Medicine students and found that their most significant and consistent quality was not rooted
in the impossible things they had done but in the impossible things they had overcome.
Having achieved tremendous accolades and accomplishments, these four students demonstrated
immense intelligence through their ability to complete the rigorous medical school
curriculum and a unique understanding and passionate curiosity about the human body.
Yet, of all the things they possessed, the most defining quality each of them carried
was their perseverance.
It made me reflect on what it means to be a profound physician. Four stories from
four remarkably different student doctors, yet the essence remained the same.
Owen—whose rich curiosity for the human body and passion for the community push him to
persist despite all adversity.
Maria—a future pulmonary critical care physician who never lost sight of her dreams, even
if that meant needing to take baby steps.
Irene—a future pediatrician whose love for Philadelphia, her forever home, and faith allow
her to lead with positivity and light.
Kim—who refused to allow fear to dictate her outcome or interfere with her divine purpose.
As physicians, we will face the unforeseen and the unexpected. The poetry woven into
our humanity is that while we cannot always control the outcome, we can always choose
to try again.
There is a rich humanity in being a physician; each new case, each new patient, and
each new day allows us the opportunity to take all of what we have and try again,
persist, and overcome.
By grace and through faith, we press on.
Could it be that when all is said and done, we are measured by how we have triumphed,
how we have persisted, our relentlessness, our determination to keep going, and our
brilliant resilience, and that this is what allows us to become all that we are meant
to be?
That this is what allows us to be good doctors.
Janita Aidonia is a third-year medical student and author at PCOM.
‘Same Mentality, Different Grind’ - Owen McLeod (DO ’26)
The son of an artist and an engineer, Owen McLeod (DO ’26), seems to have the perfect
blend of skills. As he navigates the balance between the art of both medicine and
science, he brings his own unique and intentional compassion to helping others heal.
Born and raised in New Jersey, McLeod was always interested in science as a kid; his
parents encouraged him “to follow his nose” and pursue his passions. McLeod was a
gifted basketball player. It’s his love for basketball that ultimately led him to
medicine. After a sports injury in his sophomore year of high school, he was introduced
to an orthopedic surgeon.
“I’m really in there with him, looking at the X-rays, seeing all the cool diagnostic
stuff. Back then, I thought it was all so cool,” he said.
McLeod became a college athlete on the pre-medical track. During this time, he sustained
a second injury, which led him to meet his first DO, a graduate of PCOM, Jill Crosson,
DO ’09.
Dr. Crosson, a sports medicine physician, exposed McLeod to osteopathic medicine and uncovered a new fascination that spoke directly to his curiosity for the human
body and his deep interest in the body's connectedness.
What I learned in basketball preps me for the peaks and valleys that I go through
in med school.
Owen McLeod (DO ’26)
After being accepted to PCOM, McLeod became active in the community. As a student,
he began research in Dr. Marina D’Angelo’s lab, joined organizations such as the Sports Medicine Club and the Student National
Medical Association (SNMA), and played a key role in establishing Brothers in Medicine on the Philadelphia campus.
As a student doctor, McLeod goes into the community, including spaces such as barber
shops, to speak with patients and perform health screenings.
“It’s more than just doing blood pressure and getting results; it’s about seeing faces
people can trust. If I'm helping people, the energy is reciprocated.”
His volunteer work, rooted in preventative and quality care, is truly remarkable,
showing a dedication beyond the books. McLeod finds solace in and honors the privilege
of being a medical student and future physician, specifically the ability to gain
patients' trust. He hopes to use this trust to empower and help others become the
healthiest version of themselves, in mind, body, and spirit.
McLeod tries to remember that he’s doing what he has been put on this Earth to do
and that the “geek in him” feeds his curiosity. Lately, he has been interested in
physical medicine and rehabilitation, as it combines with his love for osteopathic manipulative medicine (OMM) in a way that resonates naturally to him.
McLeod’s basketball years still guide his journey through medicine. “What I learned
in basketball preps me for the peaks and valleys that I go through in med school …
These late nights, early mornings, I was doing the same thing in basketball. Same
mentality, different grind.”
Although at times this journey can feel isolating, McLeod’s faith allows him to persist.
“I have to go through all this so I can do what I really want to do, and what I really
want to do is help people. I can't help them unless I know all this stuff, so let's
get to it.”
The Strength of Following One’s Own Heart - Maria Pazan (DO ’26)
Maria Pazan (DO ’26) shares how her late grandmother’s Alzheimer's diagnosis sparked
her medical curiosity and helped her find her niche in medicine at just 18 years old.
“Medicine is what fuels me; it’s what gets me out of bed. Everything is interesting
to me in medicine,” she said. This passion is what has encouraged Pazan throughout
her past two years of medical school.
Her grandmother, “a strong Latina woman,” raised her until the age of 13, and she
attributes much of her success to her grandmother’s care and principles. These included
discipline, faith, and the personal courage to follow her heart.
When asked what she was most proud of in her journey, Pazan answered by saying how
far she had come.
“For me personally, it’s just been such a long journey to medicine … to say, ‘Hey,
I am halfway done’ is huge. I’m 34; I had another career before I went into medicine.”
Medicine is such a big journey that even if you have to do something else, it's OK
to take baby steps to get to where you want to be.
Maria Pazan (DO ’26)
Pazan’s many obstacles include a lack of representation as well as mentorship. “I’m
Spanish, from Ecuador, and when you are raised in a country where there is no medical
service and you don’t see a lot of women, Latin women, and women of color in medicine,
it’s just like, ‘I’m not even going to try.’” She shares having to navigate applications
and pre-med without much guidance or support from anyone who has gone through the
process before her.
Even still, Pazan did not give up. She knew what she wanted and kept her focus on
that for the seven years she worked as a nurse. During this time, she established
her finances, continued exploring medicine through research, and received valuable
clinical training.
“Medicine is such a big journey that even if you have to do something else, it's OK
to take baby steps to get to where you want to be,” she said.
As her second year comes to a close, Pazan dreams of a subspecialty in pulmonary critical
care, working directly in the ICU. She’s excited about the intellectual workload,
need for quick thinking, and ability to manage the patient's care at their most critical
time. To her, the ICU feels “like home”—work she was purposed to do. As a nurse, Pazan
worked in the ICU and was always maintaining the machines. Now, she will be managing
them.
Being a person of color in medicine comes with a sense of duty and, many times, immense
pressure. “I have a strong drive because of where I came from and because the percentage
of Latina physicians is abysmally low.” She describes feeling as though she always
has to “nail it.” While this feeling is all too familiar to Pazan, she strives to
ensure others don’t share this same experience.
Her legacy, she hopes, is to become a physician who is just as much an educator as
a mentor. To be the guide and the support she did not have. To be the strong Latina
woman her grandmother was while always finding the courage to follow her own heart.
It’s what has made her journey a beautiful one.
“I look back at what I didn't have, what I wish I had seen, and what I wish to become.”
‘This Is Home’ - Irene Cooper (DO ’26)
Irene Cooper, a Philadelphia native, is back where it all began.
As a child, her grandmother would take Cooper to her dialysis treatments. Cooper’s
grandmother received treatment at PCOM and Hahnemann Hospital. Her exposure to physicians
at a young age helped to inspire her and helped to curate her curiosity with medicine
at a very young age.
Cooper knew she wanted to become the first physician in her family, and growing up in Philadelphia helped shape her perspective and guide her passions
in medicine. Now, she dreams of practicing in the Philly community to give back.
“This is where I’m from; these are the people who do the same commutes as me; we have
walked the same streets; this is home.”
Home and family are paramount to Cooper. She comes from a big, close-knit family that
has encouraged, supported, and rooted for her throughout her journey. Now, as a third-year
medical student, Cooper’s family is inspired by her. Her younger cousins ask her about
medicine and medical school, and one of them has even decided to follow in her path
of working to become a doctor. As a future physician, she hopes to encourage all children
so they might see her and become interested in doing this critical work.
Education is something that can never be taken away … mentorship and education go
hand in hand, especially in the medical field.
Irene Cooper (DO ’26)
“Sometimes kids don’t just need exposure; they need encouragement to pursue this career.
That’s what I want to do: encouragement and education.”
As she reflects on Philadelphia and those she strives to serve, she recognizes that
while there are many resources here, there is still inequity. “Philadelphia has underserved
communities in education, health, and general wellness,” she said.
As a pediatrician, she hopes to reduce the impact such inequality has on the lives
of her patients and their families through compassionate care, education, and health
awareness.
Cooper’s dedication to her studies can be attributed in many ways to her mother, a
retired teacher who instilled the importance of education in her from a young age.
Now she wants to take these same lessons and use them to help the community, her patients,
and those aspiring to become physicians.
“Education is something that can never be taken away … mentorship and education go
hand in hand, especially in the medical field.”
Cooper attributes her focus to her parents and expresses deep gratitude to God, especially
for helping her remain positive these past two years. Out of all the things she has
done, her ability to remain positive is by far what she is most proud of.
Cooper’s greatest advice is, “Don’t tell yourself no to any opportunity; don't deny
yourself.” As a high schooler, she remembers “taking the route of least resistance”
because she wanted to prevent others from denying her opportunities. She realized
that by doing this, she was the one denying herself. She now pushes others to go for
the things they dream to do, even when faced with adversity.
Pediatricians play an incredible role in the lives of children and guardians. There
are numerous responsibilities and privileges a pediatrician has, from providing health
screenings and preventative care to prescribing medication and being a safe space
for a child to come and find help or understanding. It is undeniable that the work
Cooper will do in the future will change lives, and that impact will be immeasurable.
Fortitude through Faith - Kim Nebedum (DO ’26)
Kim Nebedum (DO ’26) loved going to the pediatrician when she was little.
“I knew once I left the office I would be OK,” she said.
The quality of care shown to Nebedum at a very young age sparked a desire to become
a physician. She wanted to do what her doctor did for her.
Growing up in a Nigerian household, the value of education was instilled in her as
a child. Nebedum knew she wanted to do something in the sciences, and as she was exposed
to the clinical side of medicine, she soon discovered that becoming a doctor was what
she was meant to do. It was the clinical aspect of medicine that kept her passionate
about becoming a physician.
Nebedum’s journey into medicine was not linear. “It required a lot of faith to get
here,” she says.
After undergrad, Nebedum received a master’s degree and then worked for a pharmaceutical
company. Here, she felt content and had almost decided not to pursue medicine. Yet,
no matter where life took her, she always ended up in a clinical setting, reminded
of her dream to become a medical doctor.
A girl who didn’t even think she was going to make it past the first month is still
here, about to be working with real patients.
Kim Nebedum (DO ’26)
While she was happy with the job she had, she knew it was not her calling. Her faith
being at the core of who she is, Nebedum decided to seek guidance through prayer.
She recalls when she received an invitation to interview with PCOM, praying for even
more guidance. Two weeks after her interview, she was accepted into medical school.
This was the news Nebedum had dreamed of for so long, and she was beyond grateful,
but she also felt alone. “All my friends were in residency. They had already gone
before me.”
As she began school, Nebedum was met with another obstacle.
“When I first came here, I had a lot of fear,” she said, describing it as crippling.
It caused her to not want to share her success and become a more private person. Even
though she was at PCOM and doing well, she still felt afraid. Nebedum wanted to quit
many times, but prayer became her strength and allowed her to press forward. The thing
that makes her journey difficult became the very thing that made her journey beautiful;
as she describes, she became closer to God.
“Looking back on everything we have gone through and conquered has grown my confidence.
God is just so faithful,” she said. “The girl I was is not the girl I am now, only
because of the fact that I have learned to talk to Him more.”
As Nebedum begins to wrap up her pre-clinical years and enter into rotations, she
reflects on what she is most proud of: still being here. “A girl who didn’t even think
she was going to make it past the first month is still here, about to be working with
real patients.”
Nebedum is not only still here; she has become part of the healing she wishes to help
others see.
“There once was this little girl who had a dream of becoming a physician. She faced
a lot of challenges, a lot of opposition, a lot of self-doubt, and crippling fear,
but she tapped into who she is in Christ and decided to forge ahead,” Nebedum said.
“She experienced a lot of hurt but a lot of triumphs at the same time and, through
it all, she was able to make a difference.”
About Philadelphia College of Osteopathic Medicine
For the past 125 years, Philadelphia College of Osteopathic Medicine (PCOM) has trained
thousands of highly competent, caring physicians, health practitioners and behavioral
scientists who practice a “whole person” approach to care—treating people, not just
symptoms. PCOM, a private, not-for-profit accredited institution of higher education,
operates three campuses (PCOM, PCOM Georgia and PCOM South Georgia) and offers doctoral degrees in clinical psychology, educational psychology, osteopathic
medicine, pharmacy, physical therapy, and school psychology. The college also offers
graduate degrees in applied behavior analysis, applied positive psychology, biomedical
sciences, forensic medicine, medical laboratory science, mental health counseling,
physician assistant studies, and school psychology. PCOM students learn the importance
of health promotion, research, education and service to the community. Through its
community-based Healthcare Centers, PCOM provides care to medically underserved populations.
For more information, visit pcom.edu or call 215-871-6100.